Sweet Feeling

I've never really experience such a sweet feeling in my life. People keep on talking about it but since, at that time, I've never had to experience such a thing. Now, I do. Such a sweet feeling... Feeling of liking someone of different gender... It's something else. Just thinking about him, seeing his name, seeing his face, his voice, the way he talks and the way he smiles... Oh God... Please, tell me this is not real. I keep on telling myself countless times not to like someone to this extend so that I can concentrate more into my study and here I am... Liking someone. Alas, such a thing must be locked. I have to concentrate on something much more important. He is something new in my life. He has his own priorities, so do I. The only thing we talk with each other is about study. Yet, I can't stop thinking about him. I'm sure he has someone else in his minds. I'm just happy to know that in my 21 years of living, I begin to like someone. To know the feeling that people keep on telling and talking about it. If he chooses someone else beside me, it's okay. I know that I am not the one for him. I belong to someone else. That chosen person for me is out there somewhere if "he" is not the one for me but I thank "him" for letting me liking him and knowing this sweet feeling.