Beauty of Nature

Beauty of Nature

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Fine by Me

It's hard enough just to endure all this and I am sick of it. If you wish to think I'm the cause of all these causes and giving me silent treatment and you said we should talk and still that doesn't happen? What the heck do you want from me? You want to discuss. Fine by me. Then, you just ignored me... What? Hey, the things that I posted and everything are not lies. They are what I observed from time to time. That is how I interpret it. It's not right? Don't blame me when I am the one who doesn't know what's going on. So, you cleverly said I know what's going on. Here's the honest part of me: I don't know. All I know is the silent treatment you're giving me which I don't know what is the cause. If you just said it in the first place in front of me face-to-face, this wouldn't happen ok! I know I did many wrong things and so do you guys. Don't deny the facts that your words almost kill me everyday. I've told you many times I do not like jokes that went too far. Do you even listen to me? Do you even understand me!?

It was nice at first but there are limits to everything and you guys have no limitations. I'm just being me ok? If you don't like how I act, just say it. I will stop it. You don't even try to stop yourselves. How many times do you wish to make me sad and suffer?

It's enough. Enough is enough. I had enough!!! Since you guys don't bother to make peace and ignoring me like I'm the air surrounds you, go ahead and do that. But if it concerns assignment, I wish we can talk like usual for the sake of work.

Fine by me...